Today is the first time since I started slimming that I can actually notice it. Yeah, I felt it in my clothes. Especially as my work uniform has been switched for smaller things. On reflection of these photos, I need a smaller skirt.

But whenever I looked in the mirror I could not see what everyone else was telling me they could. So I thought they were saying it just to be nice.

I wasn’t feeling too great this week. But I went earlier and helped out. Total shock to lose 5.5lbs. I can’t even. I just … I wasn’t looking at the scales, I was looking at the PDA and I was in so much shock that I’ve fallen into my 4th stone bracket. That’s my biggest loss so far (not including the 7lbs from my first week).

A loss of 1 more lb would have made it 3.5st (next week) and I only got my 3st last week.

48lbs in 15 weeks. I have 15 or so weeks till I see Paramore. I want to lose another 41 by then to get me to my first interim target. I didn’t think it was doable but it totally is. I can and I will do this.

Doesn’t it feel much better, when you’ve had a better day than yesterday …

Today is the first time since I started slimming that I can actually notice it. Yeah, I felt it in my clothes. Especially as my work uniform has been switched for smaller things. On reflection of these photos, I need a smaller skirt.

But whenever I looked in the mirror I could not see what everyone else was telling me they could. So I thought they were saying it just to be nice.

I wasn’t feeling too great this week. But I went earlier and helped out. Total shock to lose 5.5lbs. I can’t even. I just … I wasn’t looking at the scales, I was looking at the PDA and I was in so much shock that I’ve fallen into my 4th stone bracket. That’s my biggest loss so far (not including the 7lbs from my first week).

A loss of 1 more lb would have made it 3.5st (next week) and I only got my 3st last week.

48lbs in 15 weeks. I have 15 or so weeks till I see Paramore. I want to lose another 41 by then to get me to my first interim target. I didn’t think it was doable but it totally is. I can and I will do this.

Doesn’t it feel much better, when you’ve had a better day than yesterday …

Aloha.

Aloha.

gothamstimehascome:

Finito:) although instagram doesn’t do it justice! @bicky_ #art #portrait #pencil #sketch #sketching #drawing

So awesome!

gothamstimehascome:

Finito:) although instagram doesn’t do it justice! @bicky_ #art #portrait #pencil #sketch #sketching #drawing

So awesome!

Had to rock up to work with the most fake smile and ‘happy’ mood.
There’s something that’s been bothering me for weeks now and I’ve decided I refuse to go down without fighting for it. It’s slowly killing me but at least I can say I tried my damn fucking hardest this time.

Had to rock up to work with the most fake smile and ‘happy’ mood.

There’s something that’s been bothering me for weeks now and I’ve decided I refuse to go down without fighting for it. It’s slowly killing me but at least I can say I tried my damn fucking hardest this time.

Work Face #3.
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Work Face #3.

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Cracked out the Candy Yum-Yum since the sun’s out.

Cracked out the Candy Yum-Yum since the sun’s out.

Amazing brow days are my favourite. They make the rest of the makeup look miles better.

Amazing brow days are my favourite. They make the rest of the makeup look miles better.

Sup?
Got shown a picture of me from Christmas time and it made me realise how far I’ve come already.
I didn’t notice any weight loss in my face really, until I saw that. I look like a totally different person in comparison.

Sup?

Got shown a picture of me from Christmas time and it made me realise how far I’ve come already.

I didn’t notice any weight loss in my face really, until I saw that. I look like a totally different person in comparison.

I never slept on Sunday night and had work for 9 hours.
Made an effort not to look like a zombie, even if I did feel like one.

I never slept on Sunday night and had work for 9 hours.

Made an effort not to look like a zombie, even if I did feel like one.

Finally got a haircut at the weekend. Redid my roots/red last night.
Also put on .5lb this week but I’m honestly not even mad about it. I usually optimise the best I can in advance if I’m going out. But I had no control over food on Sunday when I was out. Stupid white bread and full fat stuff.
I know where the .5lb came from and that’s all that matters. Back on track this week. I’d quite like 2.5 off next week for my 1.5st award.

Finally got a haircut at the weekend. Redid my roots/red last night.

Also put on .5lb this week but I’m honestly not even mad about it. I usually optimise the best I can in advance if I’m going out. But I had no control over food on Sunday when I was out. Stupid white bread and full fat stuff.

I know where the .5lb came from and that’s all that matters. Back on track this week. I’d quite like 2.5 off next week for my 1.5st award.

Remember that one time I went to LDN and the first time I used my Hello Kitty umbrella, the wind decided to break it? Yeahhhhh.
I don’t even care that to everyone else it’s probably a ‘rubbish’/’unflattering’ photo. I really couldn’t care less because it makes me happy!

Remember that one time I went to LDN and the first time I used my Hello Kitty umbrella, the wind decided to break it? Yeahhhhh.

I don’t even care that to everyone else it’s probably a ‘rubbish’/’unflattering’ photo. I really couldn’t care less because it makes me happy!

So don’t feel well today, nope.

So don’t feel well today, nope.

Frosted Cranberry.
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Frosted Cranberry.

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Not looking forward to going out in a little bit but eh, whatever.

Not looking forward to going out in a little bit but eh, whatever.