
Today is the first time since I started slimming that I can actually notice it. Yeah, I felt it in my clothes. Especially as my work uniform has been switched for smaller things. On reflection of these photos, I need a smaller skirt.
But whenever I looked in the mirror I could not see what everyone else was telling me they could. So I thought they were saying it just to be nice.
I wasn’t feeling too great this week. But I went earlier and helped out. Total shock to lose 5.5lbs. I can’t even. I just … I wasn’t looking at the scales, I was looking at the PDA and I was in so much shock that I’ve fallen into my 4th stone bracket. That’s my biggest loss so far (not including the 7lbs from my first week).
A loss of 1 more lb would have made it 3.5st (next week) and I only got my 3st last week.
48lbs in 15 weeks. I have 15 or so weeks till I see Paramore. I want to lose another 41 by then to get me to my first interim target. I didn’t think it was doable but it totally is. I can and I will do this.
Doesn’t it feel much better, when you’ve had a better day than yesterday …

Finito:) although instagram doesn’t do it justice! @bicky_ #art #portrait #pencil #sketch #sketching #drawing
So awesome!

Had to rock up to work with the most fake smile and ‘happy’ mood.
There’s something that’s been bothering me for weeks now and I’ve decided I refuse to go down without fighting for it. It’s slowly killing me but at least I can say I tried my damn fucking hardest this time.

Sup?
Got shown a picture of me from Christmas time and it made me realise how far I’ve come already.
I didn’t notice any weight loss in my face really, until I saw that. I look like a totally different person in comparison.

I never slept on Sunday night and had work for 9 hours.
Made an effort not to look like a zombie, even if I did feel like one.

Finally got a haircut at the weekend. Redid my roots/red last night.
Also put on .5lb this week but I’m honestly not even mad about it. I usually optimise the best I can in advance if I’m going out. But I had no control over food on Sunday when I was out. Stupid white bread and full fat stuff.
I know where the .5lb came from and that’s all that matters. Back on track this week. I’d quite like 2.5 off next week for my 1.5st award.









